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I'm so sick of this ride. Drunk, sober, drunk, sober and in and off again. 

I came home drunk last night. My partner was irritated. I had 4 years sober. 

Things were good…then Covid hit and I lost 6 people, 

one was my dad, the other was my gran who raised me.
I've been drinking since October. 

I half ass tried to quit last week. Today is day 1 again. 

I went to the 24/7 AA Soberr meeting online and got a sponsor. 
We read the book together a while.

 I hate this disease.